Tuesday, 26 August 2008
Settlers
Monday, 18 August 2008
Friday, 15 August 2008
The story so far. Part2
Later on, once back in our flat, we looked out of the window after hearing a lorry outside to see that it was not a lorry, but in fact a fire engine... And a fireman from the fire engine was using a hose large enough to put out a factory fire to damp down what appeared to be a pretty serious postbox fire (it was as serious as these things could be). We have never descended 2 flights so fast... The fireman helpfully gave us a phone number we could call and comforted us saying, "Yeah, it was really burning when we got here, I doubt anything wasn't damaged." Great.
We were dejected, I was angry. Who sets a postbox on fire? What are the chances that the postbox right outside our flat that has never been on fire in the 2 something years that Suzanne has lived there would go on fire the very evening we post one of the most important things we would ever post? Tirade of questions. We were consoled by both sets of parents and set about getting everything in order again, cutting our losses.
The next morning Suzanne had a text from my father-in-law, Ray, saying to remember the fiery furnace in Daniel, that the men came out without a single hair singed, or even the smell of smoke on them. So we held on to that.
We continued to get together the new application and informed referees and Regent's admissions department that they could expect some heavily burnt mail at best, or something fresh a bit later than intended at worst. The distinguishing feature between the old application and new was the presence of the application processing fee. We decided to hold out hope that it would arrive. I guess in some ways this is speculation, but I'm telling you the story as it happened in our lives, we couldn't follow the mail... All we know is that all the original mail arrived intact, this is having it been confirmed by Royal Mail that just about everything was destroyed in the fire and if not, very badly damaged. And yes, our mail was definitely in the postbox...
In a very short space of time I heard back from Regent, a yes! We believe that God has been confirming his call on our lives and this particular move through many things, many of them small. I'm just trying to share the big picture... I hope so far through this story that you have been amazed by God, by his love and goodness. Trust me, there is no reason why God should show me love and goodness, but he does and that is amazing. God is gracious.
Suzanne had her final placement for uni up in Inverness. We were going to be apart during the week as she would be staying in the nurse's accommodation there. This wasn't ideal, especially as placements can be a stressful time. But the placement turned out to be amazing, the girl really loved it! And this, Suzanne's placement supervisor was a lovely Christian lady, from Canada, recently returned from a year working as a physiotherapist in... VANCOUVER!! The whole placement really was a blessing, and has totally boosted Suzanne's confidence as far as her ability to practice as a physio in Canada goes. And she got a 1st for the placement, bonus.
So this pretty much brings us to where we've been the last few days, at the mercy of the Canadian High Commission. We missed one flight, which we've had to call a financial write-off, and have had to spend days that were supposed to be spent getting settled in to life in Vancouver pacing the streets of Milngavie. It's been frustrating. But in the midst of it all we have never lost that sense of God's peace or that this move is indeed a 'God-thing'. As we walked last night, we reflected on how time and time again during the whole process we have known God's favour. We have known that God is big and able to take care of the most ridiculous things. And maybe, just maybe, God knew that we were not going to get our visas in time. And maybe God knew that we are fragile souls who forget good things easily, but remember the bad, so maybe, just maybe he gave us an unforgettable path to walk, so that in the face of this trial, where the answer to our prayers was not necessarily what we wanted, we would know that we are in our Father's will, and we would know that he is more than able to get us to Vancouver. Praise God. God is love.
The story so far. Part1
A really important part of this whole venture has been the sense of rightness and it being a 'God-thing' from the word go, in-spite of any circumstance we've come across. I guess I'll have to tell the whole story now.
It begins way back in April last year when I applied to do a MTh in Practical Theology and Christian Ethics at Aberdeen Uni. The door was slammed shut in my face and once again when I appealed the decision. We had considered making a foreign move right about the time I applied to Aberdeen Uni, there were no physio jobs going anywhere and our adventurous spirits refuse to take the A-roads to anywhere. So we began to think about seminary in North America. We have several friends who have been to several different seminary's and began to compile a short list.
I won't bore you with the list, but we began to chop it down and as we did so I began to get cold feet. Two conversations were then had which were incredibly influential. The first was with Kyle, who told me to not worry about Scotland or the church needing me (as this was a concern of mine), in fact he said 'They will be fine without you.' Thanks Kyle, I seriously appreciated the timely downsizing! The second was with Jonny, a current Regent student, who I had many questions for. Regent had been on the short list, but got chopped. Following a conversation with Jonny, in which he totally answered every single question I had without having to ever ask, Regent got bumped to the very top. All this 2 days before the application deadline.
Seminary applications are a killer. We spent a long time getting everything together. And we duly skipped down to the post box one Saturday afternoon holding hands to post the Regent application.
You know what... That's enough for now. I'll leave the story like this and share one piece of news.
Tomorrow we will be boarding the plane for Vancouver. We definitely still feel the peace of God in this. I can almost tangibly taste how sweet God's answer to prayer is. You might wonder why, but keep following the story and I hope you will see that God is awesome, that he is totally in control, even when it seems that everything has run through your fingers like sand.
Wednesday, 13 August 2008
Not yet
Yes, it is frustrating, but in it all we know that God is perfect and good. Have had the hymn "Be still and know that I am God" rolling around my head all morning...
Thursday, 7 August 2008
Permission
I finally spoke to the people who will grant us our study and work permits today, good news. We'll be getting them. However, it will take one week. We are scheduled to leave a week yesterday, six days. Like I said, tight.
We feel like we are living in a place of unanswered prayer right now and I found this comforting in amongst the frustration...
Thomas Watson, a Puritan pastor from 350 years ago, asked in his book, Body of Divinity, "Why does God delay an answer to prayer?" In other words, why would God ever keep us asking and seeking and knocking when he could respond sooner? He gives four answers:
1. Because he loves to hear the voice of prayer. "You let the musician play a great while before you throw him down money, because you love to hear this music."
2. That he may humble us. We may too easily assume we merit some ready answer, or that he is at our beck and call like a butler, not as sovereign Lord and loving Father.
3. Because he sees we are not yet fit or ready for the mercy we seek. It may be he has things to put in place—in us or in our church or in the world. There are a million pieces to the puzzle. Some things go first to make a place for the others.
4. Finally, that the mercy we pray for may be the more prized, and may be sweeter when it comes.
Taken from buzzardblog.com, thanks Justin.